WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE DYING
It is not you, feeling like dying. It is the Ego that does not wants change, and it feels like dying if your soul cannot blossom and bloom. The soul is an energy of pure light. It needs to flourish and shine, it needs to evolve, it wants to grow and get bigger, live your wildest dreams. When the soul cannot bloom and rise like a Fenix, your ego is ´save´. It does not wants to grow and change, it wants the same old riddle, the old story of believes and systems, and things to do. The mind can never shut up, and wants fuel for thoughts. The mind always wants to talk, tell you what to do, and wants to keep up stories too. You can only silent the mind, with the power of your soul in silence. Silence is not what the mind and the ego want, it makes you first hungry to attention, hungry for new stories to tell, new adventures and the same old shit, it feeds itself with it. With the power of silence and the power of living your soul´s adventure, it will shut up eventually. This can feel like dying, or feel very uncomfortable first. But your soul is crying out, to come out. It wants to Live and Grow like seeds will become a plant. Be ready for the change, once your soul is in charge, as a captain of a ship, everything flows with you. You will stand in your mission, and ´know´ what to do, in each and every moment.
By Leda de Zwaan, www.enlighteningmedia.com